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HELLOWHS ! (:
hahas(:
will be a short & sweet one(:
hmmm...
basically...
today had full dress rehearsal for up-coming sku opening on friday(:
hahas(:
with SJAB^^
hahas(:
dhere'es this guy opposite me, who keep making me laugh lohs (:
lawls.xp
sec 3 der(:
hahas(:
it was funn though it was tiring(:
friday....is the day(:

BEHBEY BOII(:
there's onlyy one word two say those three words four you....
I LOVE YOU(:
hahas(:
even if the sky were to fall apart one day, i'll still love you
even if the world's ending tomorrow, i'll still love you
if you've somehow fallen for someone, well ,i'll still love you though(:
haahs(:
missing you, loving you.
you're my boii, now and forever, yeah?(:

Labels: behbey boii yong yuan yong yuan chou qian shou yi bu liang bu yi qi zou

Hellowhs(:
im posting again:D
hahas(:
woots ! (: today so hyped up ! (:
hahahs(:
you wouls wanna knoe wy rights ? (:
hahas(:


Today got North Division camp craft challenge(:
hahas(:
so after all the trainings....
our efforts did not go to waste ! :)
hahas(:
well, have to pitch tent, kitchen dresser cum working table, and flag stuff
within 3 hours maximum.
We finished before the timing, but still veryy long leh...
haiyo...xp
i agree that the gadget looks the coolest(:
hahas(:
dhen...woah....unexpectedly sia...
lemme tell you...
madam Mas giving out the prizes, there are certificate of participations to be given out.
amazingly, i thought yishun town was gonna be said after yishun sec,
but the judges stopped at yishun sec.
we were like oh my gawd!(:
me and xin xian look at each other, dhen e ma'am announced it(:
The 3rd place goes to....
YTSS ! (:
though 3rd is not anything to you, it meant a lot to us.
And this means we have a chance to participate in camp challenge in June:D
yay ! (:
im anticipating it....xD
hahas(:
Thank you Madam Mas, guiders, uncle ghaus(isit spelled liddat?:x), uncle salim ! (:
i love you all ! (:
hey, good job people ! (:
we did not get the first from the back,
phew!xp
jia yous ! (:

ZK LG ! (: hahas(: faster come back leh...D:
fly back here,
stand by me,
i have so many things to tell you,
i miss you ! D:
hey hey !(: i love you(:
and i dreamt something...
when you come back leh dhen tell me(:
i'll tell you. xD
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Labels: love you, Miss you, need you...

date:Wednesday, March 18, 2009

time:1:53 AM

title:waaa....so tired.

HELLOWHS!(:

Fever was gone, again!(:
today went back to school again.wy?
B-R-I-D-G-I-N-G! haiya!
so lil people go. 2e6 de like onii got 6 people?
pathetic.
2n2 class de people also veryy lil, plus class lock,
so....we combined class:D
funn leh....okayy...quite onli...
lawls.

17th march,
my fever was gone.
yesterday morning 8 i clock got training.D:
haiya...so tired...
i pissed sia.
that women larh.
people in the team should know is who.
waa!
pek ck with her.
lawls.
slack until..........
haiz...
cook up with all sorts of stories,
okayy lorh, u win lohs!

To you: hellowhs! not onlyy u will get scolded by parents? like duh! whose parents wun be worrid about their child if they have cca in school from morning 8 o clock to like 7pm without informing them? please larh, think cann anot? dun make people hate you. And pls pls pls! dun think everybody jio-ing you. the bird not looking at you you say it looking at you. wtf man.=.- cann like go for check up anot? nah beis...cant work with you, totally! Fine, you wanna lie, okayh. But the problem is you lie you also dunno how to lie. what the hell. got so many second thought people know you lying already larh. right? common sense leh...

at night, my fever came back to haunt me again!(:

monday,16th march

Haiya....today also got training one.
dunnid ask de
everyday got go back school at least once.
my holiday is packed.
with mountains of homework.
cca fer competition de training, bridging, everyday im busy.
except sundays. when im like free, but actually not
cause i actually still have tuition!
dammit!
haiya!
this holiday not holiday lorh. i rather go to school.
its better.
im missing 2e6!D:
i miss all the bombings!):
tyme faster passs, i wanna go sku!
haish...
i see her fac i wanna laugh, cannot tehan!
waaaa, whol competition team peopple not onlii you need go home early.
you say what? cause march holidays needa go home early.
dhen what, we dunnid our rest?
hellowhs?!
competition islike on saturday and you cann actuallyy sae that you wanted more rest?
pls! this competition is more than just training!
you cannot want to do then do
dun awnt do dun do want lorh.
liddat in the first place, wy did you say yes?
pls! this is important,
to not just our company,
not just the school,
but for each and everyone of us in the company!
please change your unwillingness in doing things de attitude.
i dun like, seriously!
who likes?!

o.x and i came down with a fever(:


To LG:
LG! y holidays are like shyt. cant have enough rest one. i have 10 homeowrks waiting.
waaa! cann die. having competition on saturday! so scared, and thats wy almost everyday go bak sku...D:
haish....wahs. you have to go malaysia on saturday...haish...i miss you lohs...lik so damn a lot. A heart so cold, it needs the warmth, and i believe you'll be my warmth bahs?
wun break my heart horh?
please. i handed it to you, pls pls pls! dun break it.
i dun wanna brace the storm alone.
i dun wan you to watch happily as i fall.
pls!
i seriously love you derh, trust me.
i cant suvive without you.
but im afraid.very afraid.
im afraid that i;ve gotten myself into a love triangle.
how? prove me wrong pls!D;

Labels: anticipating this fri(:

date:Thursday, March 12, 2009

time:6:37 AM

title:argh!

Today. BC day.
lawls.
was in sku. called BC day mehs?
lawls. neva mind.
home economics was interesting, watch-ed movie mahs(:
D&T and art people complain say veryy sianz.
dunnno lehs. luck y i chose a right subject?
hmmm....

i cant stand it lerh.
this life of mine is killing me.
wtf. i get blame for every single thing.
well, though i noe as a sister, i have a high responsibility in taking care of this brother of mine.
okayh, fine, i admit to that.
but dunt u think its a lil too overboard?
his fault, he scolded, blah blah blah, lead to me, my fault.
in the end its like im e penaltied person. like wth. innocent can?
maybe they dunno how to judge. i should have known.
they were biased to him all the while, so wy would they be good to me?
jiu, they just dun spare a thot on me.
he flunks his tests, my fault.
he misbehave, my fault.
he starts a fight, my fault.
is there still justice in this world?
wy is the world so cold? too cold.
im getting sick and tired of this life.
im so stresed up.
im tired, do they noe?
they dun, they dun even care.
do i even BELONG in this family?
im like the lost puzzle piece in a puzzle, unable to find its spot to fit itself in.
this world is like leaving me out. whats wrong?
argh!!!!
wy me, of all people?
wy these, of all other parents?
im tired, veryy tired.
someone just lend me a shoulder to lean on...


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Labels: be my stress-reliefer please...

date:Monday, March 9, 2009

time:6:40 AM

title:hart pain...D:

10.15am in the morning, i wrote in this small diary book of mine,
cause miss koh wasnt around too...

It has been 26 hours and 15 minutes since you left.
dhere is still 62 more hours.
so long.
im waiting and waiting....
im so missing you,
im so wanting you.
how i wish you were the one beside me now
and reading a storybook.
i would stare at you,
and admire you,
for i know you wun be dhere for long.
now, you're away.
my heart's aching.
you took my heart away on this fateful day
it has been 7 days,
a week to be exact...
it may be short,
but wy,
wy
am i missing you so much.
You'll onlyy be back on wednesday,
i'll miss you till i've gone mad by that tyme,
i;d say.
My life is in your hands, my survival is depending on you.
dun leave me in the lurch,
for i have not the courage to brace the brewing storm.
dun ever, ever let me go...
it's you i care for, it's you i love,
it's you i'll miss terribly if you were gone one day...
Without you, im just
NOTHING.

behbey, wo ai ni, bu yao diu xia wo yi ge ren, hao mahs?
ni zai wo shen bian de zhi yi ke,
zhe yi fen,
zhe yi miao,
wo duo mo xi wang shi jian neng zhan ting zai zhe li...
let me have a good look at you before you go away,
please...

Labels: i love you.

date:Sunday, March 8, 2009

time:5:40 AM

title:missing u liao...D:

It's 9.00 pm now... This morning you went. It has been 12 hours and 55 minutes.
oh my gawd.
how tyme flew.
it hasn't even been a day.
my halfed-hart is looking for its partner alr.
how am i to survive for another 75 more hours?
im gonna die, man.
i miss you, like now.
so badly.
but what can i do?
the answer is, nothing.
what am i suppose to do?
the answer is, wait.
i'll wait for your return.
im missing you, loving you and wanting you right now.
it hasn't been a dae and its hell for me.
i wish u were here now.
when we talked on phone,
the three words that u said
is deeply eyched in me.
i love you,
i miss you.
O.Z.K.

didi
-he is ever friendly(:
-never fails to compliment mii(:
-as cute as ever(:
-as cool as ever(:
-my dearest didi, i'd sae(:
-but, however, im sad to say, you cant replace HIM.
-lawls. and i cant replace your HER,
-so, ever cool sworn bro and sis we shall be. xD
-i hope ur fren dun so unfriendly.
-i talk to him ask him reply.
-if not i'll feel like so sad.
-but dhen u never fail to tok to mi(:
-appreciate it, thanks(:

Labels: 270000 seconds more.., 4500 mins, 75 more hours

date:Monday, March 2, 2009

time:4:40 AM

title:yawhs!(:

heyhs people!:D im bak to blogging(:

To HIM:
i love you. if only you were by my side holding me tight now....D:
maybe someday we passed by each other,
but we missed each other.
cha jian er guo lerh.
maybe we were so close,
yet frustratingly far away...
i wanna see you, but you cantD:
oh wells.
i think that even when u see me lerh,
you wun say that again.
you would regret.
that's what i think.
I'm not as perfect as you think i am, behbey.
im just a normal person like anyone arnd.
But for now, i like what stays.
im glad that i know you.
though im here and you're there,
i know that when we stare up in the deep blue,
we're looking at the same sky(:
ily(:


basically, ytd, 1st march.
was funn.