date:Wednesday, June 17, 2009
time:3:24 AM
title:
It's the 3rd week of hols now. how tyme flies.
i dread school ! i miss 2e6 !
yahh....many things happen recently.
gahhh....
WHATS WRIONG WITH ME> wHATS WRONG WITH MY HEART?IS IT ILL?):i've to overcome the pain of losing you.
my hearts in a horrible state now.
ruined. totally ruined.
it aint a heart anymore. its junk.
i feel like throwing it away.
you came like a dream into my life, i appreciated it alawt.
i sincerely thank you for what you've done for me all this while.
thank you for treating me your best all this time.
thank you for being my precious all this while.
thank you for forgiving all the wrongdoings that i've done.
BUT, im sorwie,
i've got to let you go.
got to set you free and see you happy.
i cant keep you by my side when we dunt really noe each other.
thats selfish.
im taking a big step forward by ending my selfishness.
i cant hold on to you forever.
in this complicated world, i find myself a piece of shyt.
no life shyt.
why's this happening to me ?
somethings wrong with me.
super wrong. so wrong that no medicine would cure.
i know you're disappointed once more.
you once said that u didnt want to get hurt anymore.
but i hurt you .
i believe theres no turning back.
i believe you would never forgive me.
i believe, it's the end.
no amount of sorwie can make it up to you.
no amount of sorwie can turn back tyme.
no amount of sorwie can make you not hate me.
but, im sorwie.
i've got to let go.
for the benefit of you to find someone you really really love.
i noe im useless to you now.
but, im sorwie,
i've got to let go.):
Labels: FORGIVE ME FOR I CANT BE THE GIRL YOU WANT ME TO BE.
date:Tuesday, June 9, 2009
time:12:21 AM
title:
hellowh hellowhs!
people, life is super boring without yall leh....D:
holidays is...wtf.
so many homework i might as well go sku cann...
at leasat cann play and have funn with you ppl...
and and and!
i super miss
ANGELA, QAMARUL, JOHARI !i super duper uber sia!
im rotting at home....so rotting..
later decompose jiu die liao, bye bye liao.
lawlh!
kayy lahh kayy a=lahh...
last week was a busy week...
saturday afternoon to sunday night...
i went chalet with my relatives...
monday aft to wed morn,
i went chalet with my frens of class 1e4.
well, basically, its a chalet-thon?
well, wtf, i dont noe wats that word bt i just randomly put...xD
both were funn.
but with frens one more fun...xD
first day, nothing leh...slack in the room...
second day also...
only 2nd night then start to funn...:]]
we had erm, barbeque & night cycling ! :D
super fun can?!
Me, Sherrin, Serene, Pei lih, Yuan deng, Qamarul, Sandeep, Johari, Ernest, Yong hao
went night cycling.
quite a big group eh?
but we split.
i was with sherrin,serene, pei lih, yuan deng, ernest and yong hao.
lawlhs. yong hao and ernest led the way cos we dno go whre. xp
exciting, scaryy but but but! FUNN ! :D
dhen we came to e playground. we go play. well, we have deprived childhood, so must hui yi yi xia...xp
dhen after that got white sands macdonald buy drinks...
went bak to chalet there, almost 4am
we chatted...we intended to tawn one...but fail...
lawlh. everyone was tired...
dhen next day liao must bye bye so sad leh...
but but but ! we intend to plan agin, this tyme, tawn 2 nights! :D
thursday had beading session, we made pendants(:
friday was civil defence course...
DASHING ACROSS THE ROAD WAS SUPER FUN CAN !(:
then at there saw candle, wahs, so qiao(:
bla bla. night was cca bbq.
quite funn, food not bad too!{:
so yeah, now, im stuck at home, doing absolutely nothing.
homeworks are piling and they're decomposing.
to prevent them from being so,
gotta go touch them,
till laters{:
